What’s missing?

You still peeking?

Every now and again, I feel as though this life…my life…is missing something essential.  It is not that I am unhappy, or that I am struggling.  I am actually quite fortunate as a single mom in that regard.  I have a great career, 4 beautiful teenagers, fantastic family and friends, a place of my own, a nice car, I can write, sing, dance, I have been to some wonderful places.  Life is not perfect, however; it is satisfying. 

Even still, I have these moments where I experience what can only be described as an empty space.  I feel like there is an essential element that is missing that would make me feel more complete.

Perhaps, I am in love with my fantasies. My imagination sometimes has me caught up in the rapture of possibilities.  What could be? What should be? What can be? and what cannot be.  Perhaps, there is someone reading this short blog right now…….feeling the same way that I do.   Wondering what is missing? or “Knowing” what is missing with no clue of how to attain it.

The quandary is figuring out what to do, if anything.